Cutting onions now-
My heart hurts.
...I might as well
Just kill them.
So I pace over,
And finally decide to have a drink..
And she's texting me,
This foxy thing,
And all I can smell is more heartbreak,
Amidst ruins running away.
And the Rock looks so much better this cloudy day...
So I think I'll crawl under..
But I can't,
So I get myself ready for work..
With food- cutting onions..
And yeah...
I think I need that drink.
Tears now, shaking my cages..
Ribs and all.
Always second,
Is what this dream seems to be spelling out to me...
And I don't want to believe it..
As I catch myself,
Cutting onions in slow motion..
Her texting me.
Wanting my body..
And I think that really is there..
My heart,
Laying on the floor.
Don't know if I have any of it in me right now...
Heartbroken..
Chest cold with ache..
Substituting addictions
As I slow to stop them all...
Weaning off..
Cutting onions..
Making myself something healthy....
And just wishing I could kill them all off...
Everybody
Who Tugs at my heart strings.
The rock looks so lovely...
I think I'll go ahead...
And cover now.
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