Unabashingly,
You linger in me..
Words, memories, whispers, unreal.
I deserve nothing from you,
And you I.
We have both wronged eachother treacherously
Out of our love,
And our hate for ourselves and the other.
Everywhere I look,
I see you,
Or whatever it is you stand for
In my subconscious' conscious.
We deserve nothing from the other.
You want me to pick up and abandon all memory; cower over the foolishness...
Because I could.
Yet I waver on both.
Why would he give us his blessing?
What do I not know?
And what have you not said?
And why won't I let you go,
As I commit to...
Still committing to.
Still wanting to,
Because you make me a foolish girl...
In fact,
The worst I've seen.
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