God Leaves Us Crumbs

Gosh.
Not so excited anymore.
No, not between the war.

Tired. Bare-boned.
Gaaah!-
The grace of letting go!
Knowing,
I could make it smooth, but,
Not knowing how
In my uncontrolled UNwant to.
None of it makes sense
Because life isn't meant
To be so predictable...
And that is why instead,
It just leaves you a trail of crumbs.
I
Am finally starting to pick up on this.
And where my crumbs don't lead me today, they may lead me tomorrow...
But where they lead me today
Is, yes,
Where I need to stay...
That is...
Until the day changes.