Not To Disobey (the Elementals)

 

One day, 

  They told me to write. 

 Very blatantly. 

More accurately, 

  It was plastered there. 

"Keep Writing"

I knew I was afraid, 

  Of what I had to say....

But previously to that, 

  For four years...

I think I was just confused...

  ...the whole time. 

Then, there was the other half, The Divine

  Guiding mine through 

     all of it...

For what seemed like quite a purposeful reason. 

But it does not mean, that I was not confused, 

  Challenged with the weight, crisis, and opportunity of it all. 

Unfolding and blending. 

  Weaving and dreaming. 

Goal setting and achieving. 

Emboldened by the challenge 

  and the ability to step to the occasion. 

At last...

  "Dagaz"-

                    "Breakthrough"

          Flood gates & Volcanic eruptions: 

                    Water & Fire 

              Emotions & Passion

Fluid Sustenance & The Flame of God

These elements stirring within me, Bound by the brevity of Air, Wind 

A Fluid chaos & upheaval

  Suddenly thrashing, 

  Spilling, 

Forth and out

From Within me. 

Then from me. 

and I'm starting to get it now. 

  Yes I am. 

The Wind on the banks 

  Carries my messages, 

The Sea delivering them 

 In bottles 

   Emotional consequence, 

     Dreams and Daydreams. 

In tears, 

  And letters the body carries out from me. 

Liquid Flux. 

So, 

I have opened once more...

And no, 

I don't think I will stop. 

I think instead, 

  It may be imperative...

That I keep going. 

Writing, a purge and collision of the unlabeled within. 

I think it is time...

  I set that free.