Hiding the Imprint

 

The alcohol drives me crazy, 

  as I seek to surpress...

  as I seek to depress, 

   your imprint on me. 

Driven mad, by your breath on my back, 

  feeling the midnight hours undress my weight. 

Trying not to break...

  as the air permeates with notions 

   I am not supposed to be privy to. 

I miss you. 

The life of my blood, 

I miss you...

It has unraveled me, 

  Utterly, completely, 

Long bonded and sown up. 

I miss you like death. 

I will battle you, 

And love you into pleasures, 

I promise, 

My Darling of All, 

You have only 

Ever 

Imagined. 

I miss you. Sown up. 

Dying and reborn. 

I miss you. Sown up. 

The father of my unborn. 

Or the legacy of only our love. 

I have no expectation, accept for your touch..

And if I keep you, 

If I weave you, 

Know it is only past life's love- 

A devotion 

I have granted, 

Only you. 

Please bare me this release. The weight, a full

Life time...

And I give you my solemn promise, 

  I will pave at your pace..

I will submit, 

Because I am entrenched, 

And done. 

I will bare you my body, 

  My soul..

But you must promise to let me love you...

You must. 

Because I....

I....

Miss you too much...

I miss you. My Love. 

Heart of my heart. 

Seed of my Soul

You have never given yourself the chance to know me. 

To know love, 

As it has been requiemed through me. 

But I promise you, 

Love of my self

You are the only one 

Deserving. 

Flaws and all. 

Imprint impacted. 

I forgave you before it happened. 

That is only karmic; that is only us...

I knew.

I doubted....

But I knew...