Pele's Daughter

 

You Stupid fuck...

  I am SO mad at you, right now,

  The mind going mad. 

      My skin is on fire, and I feel myself boiling,  

  as a madness of the mind erupts and bubbles to the surface, piercing. 

Piercing. 

  There, a tingle at my core, gut, Womb- hollowed out, sick almost.  Emptied. 

My chest thuds beneathe...rapidly firing alarm signals like a creeping panic

I hold

 

My breath. 

My mind is mad. 

  It is going mad. 

The alarm signals going off. 

  Am I out of body I wonder? 

Sick and nauseous 

  and am I hungry? 

My stamina has suddenly become 

  so weak; 

from the core, a hollowed out consumption that eats like a black void swallowing. 

 My body, coming down from the inside, a black  hole becoming

  outside itself. 

Chest tightening like stretching devices. 

  A hollow break. 

A shake in the hands and blood. 

  Like ice. 

I tremble between my hips, quiver, wet, Hot. 

I can't breathe. 

I am Quaking

 

     at the core. 

Can't breathe. 

 So tight to the eruption and fire in me. 

Can't breathe. 

Am I out of body? But I feel everything. 

 Pulse in my stomach, 

  Sacral pumping blood,  fire, and wrath. 

Dawning energy 

and panic 

 

   ready to Erupt.

I can't breathe. 

  Like a pillow smothering my grasping of  life, 

One last breath, 

  before I implode. 

One last breath,

Before I exhale...

  Before I explode 

Taking you with me.