Afterthought

That "when I get drunk, I think of you"...

That, 

Gotta stop myself from telling you I wish I was with you everyday-...you make me happy. 

That..

"I miss you", they are reeming into me...

And all I want is to be safe in your arms...

That, 

"I love you". 

That..

I need you...keep me safe..

Where in the laughter of our love, 

I am no longer afraid...

But I am afraid HERE. 

Black smoke, HERE. 

I need you..where

You..

Are no where to be found.