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What do they call it? 

  Overwhelm Task Paralysis? 

I can't move. Don't want to. 

  But will. 

I am willing it. 

My chest is an ocean swelling. 

The graze of mercury retrograde 

  and my cycle now in alignment with the new moon.  

  I have been waking up, crying for 3 days now.  The over-swell. 

  Really....it has been days and days on and off...

But I don't usually wake-up, crying. 

  I am willing to work against the paralysis....

Though it is like fighting under water- limbs slowed to little impact of slow motion. 

The Paralysis is its own way of processing. 

But I am fighting my way through that...

  With no time to waste-

Upstream. 

  Slow Motion and all.