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Are You On a Twin Flame Journey?
~Ariel Dresser
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Topics: Spiritual Partnership, Love, Full Article & Resources
Are You On a Twin Flame Journey?
~Ariel Dresser
It is most arduous to be still,
To lay unmoved day to day,
When the spirit within is restless; creative; constant.
To remain unmoved
Because that is the message from Spirit,
As the Vast Tides and The Wheel,
Spin in their cosmic Circles.
All around me, The Storm,
As I remain centered within its Eye.
Auras coalesced by the dimensions around,
Calling, ringing, buzzing.
To lay still in the face of foresight....
Whether we like what we see or not.
The words are lies
Carefully crafted
Like our photos and slides
Spun as a web in
Public portrayal and smiles
All the while
Cloaked our fears and faces
Tucked in,
Our gut,
As formidable is the heart of woman,
And everyone knows it.
It is the loudest secret in the room,
So forced we are to cage it.
A fierce dragon,
Gagged, and bound
Left in the heart of Her,
An unpredictable strength,
Dormant only.
If she does not have strength,
It is because her heart is weak...
Weak in this world, as is she unwanted.
Formidable and fiercely foreign.
Unworthy of the heart of any man,
For we are mortal enemies.
Yet bound she lay.
Chained down, Wings nailed and weighted down in metal shards
Soul a long lost ember now,
Wondering
What use is the fight,
If she does not have the heart?
I am horny, encumbered.
Settled, and lost.
If there was a feeling of growing amongst the weeds and the mud,
Then so it is...
and at a sludging pace.
Repressed beneath a deep swamp.
Handling the impossible,
Unseen and no body knows.
To the depth,
The Lotus grows,
A blossom of a forlorn land.
Seen only as a colour and essence of extract
I will be bled,
And used to Heal others,
Plucked,
And my essence drained
For the purpose of life...
But somebody else's.
It is okay.
The flowers afterall,
Must succumb as we all must,
...to our fate.
I have become so saturated.
A sponge dripping
and creating the pools of abyss
and puddles at my feet.
Not child's play.
Instead,
A foul stargaze into an upside-down dream world
Reflection gazing up at me,
Through the ripples of a lost time.
A womb had opened up and poured forth.
An energy and river for all the land.
This was creation.
From implosion,
at it's most graceful.
She became.
I knew before I knew.
I knew at such an early age.
A child bright with the gift of sight.
Forged not long from that, in many a fire,
I shrunk into the ash of ember.
Blinded, and scarred, I shut my eyes...
Shut them for a very long time.
Scared and fleeing, running from
The memories I had long blacked out
Denied all the signs,
Believed all the lies
As I journeyed for freedom with-out.
Yet always emerged, was something
Awe-some;
Things that could hardly be explained.
And slowly, the calling brought me back home;
Turned be about on my one-way train.
And as I arrived,
I remembered so much,
Remembered from which I came
They clapped and they laughed,
Threw hands and they grabbed
Me for everything I accomplished on this plain.
FEAR had ruled a long time here;
Had been a Hell Of Bondage & Chains
Fear had kept me dim Dear,
It kept me tiny and minute in frame
Fear had shielded the Truth when it rang,
and would overcome in Sabatouge and tears
Fear, bled me at my gut,
She seeped my power in years.
Fear told me what I am not,
and it roped me down, anchor and slang
Fear told me what I could not have
While it stole my worthiness away
Fear painted a face not mine,
And told me I had to adorn it.
Fear took all the love away,
Before I had even worn it.
Fear smeared in me
The muddiest black,
As it gave me something to walk through
Fear took away any belief in myself,
At the moments I needed most to get through
Fear caused in me addiction,
Seeking Solace Without, 'stead of Within.
Fear took everything I ever Loved
While maliciously highlighting my Sin.
Fear was the Antithesis of Love
Yet Holy in it's Yang and it's Yin
Fear warped our mirrors,
Reverberating the warp within.
Upon Shattering it so,
My ripples reveal
The purpose of its existence as Kin.
What I had resisted so long,
I had only invited in.
Now we Sit, Her and I,
and relish over Tea and Retreat.
Now I let her tell her stories so
as I lean forward in my seat.
And with eyes wide open, and a generous heart,
I let Fear vent to me
And now I feel as though we are friends,
And a friend I can retreat with,
to tea.