Guilded delinquence
born of mental iron masks;
Reciprocity of emotional intelligence
Stifled and stunted
Eating the in between
Of repressed things,
birthed into knots,
Rocks,
& Stones.
I eat her emotions for breakfast,
Chased by the galloping behind me
Echos of haunting hooves chasing,
Chasing,
Me down.
in the late,
I am rotting away;
Withering and starved...
Meeting only life in the invisibility of servitude.
Needs of mine, shelved...
Living more off light
And God
and breath.
Off of nicotine,
To cope with the distress
and shaking nerves jolted, lit...
That any gas now,
Can set it ablaze.
During this,
Oh Mercury's retrograde...
How the planets and all
Would tilt to an axis
Gravities leaning out of counter balance,
Forming themselves only,
a lyrical dance.
A freestyle,
Somatic and nomadic
And absolutely wild in nature.
Saturn almost amplified of responsibilities
and Uranus not exempt, however the surprises are thrown.
Had I said of this life, I never asked for it,
But I believe I must have somehow.
A contract signed before conception;
Followed by an understanding of Why & How.
Of Who's Who's
and the gift made present; the Now.
What words, could pit or paint the relevance;
The story I struggle to chronologically tell?
As my mind and soul battered
and shattered
and sold in pieces, fragmented in memories
Drowned out.
Glimpses,
and dreams,
and memories struck...
They come up,
In no pattern at all.
Just a puzzle piecing together,
Words struggling to cohesively render
a story I still can not tell.
These are the glimpses.
These pages here.
Wrestling to make it all of whole.
Attempted masses
Of leaked portrayals
Knowing no form at all.
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