If ever there was a day
That I was meant to be loved,
It would be now.
To be loved by you.
But you have been a ghost.
And that ghost, has been haunting me
with possibilities of promise,
where there has only been carbon
underneath.
I stop my habit to reach for a smoke,
or a drink,
and I am forced to sit with the empty
proposal,
of another day
of your soul's absence.
Am I loving Ghost's or are they chasing
Angels?
Knotted, My Capacity. Tight and wound
up. Lost and aimless.
Holy unfound.
How terribly hopeless it has all
felt...like staring into the hole of your future,
Trying to find a place on a timeline
you know will never be there.
I had always wondered if you could ever
love me like this, suspect somehow,
if I was just fooling myself...
or if you were.
Riddled by nothingness.
And I'm wondering how I could feel that
way...
if you love me.
Ash in my mouth.
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