I am lost In my sexuality,
Swimming beneathe a dark hole of lucid dreams
And vivid memories.
I breathe the flash liquid of deprivation
And cling to the memory of hands on me at 4...
Or was it age three or six?
Their faces I remember but their fingers I feel all over again,
As vivid as though it were yesterday,
And I am back there
Suspended in that moment in time.
Scoffed, and scorned, I see through a veiled glass, another world between you and I.
I can almost touch it, stretching, reaching, in the in-between.
Always searching for ways to make sense of it,
Always wandering in wonder.
Though it be a blemished world, there is no denying some Godhead beneathe the beauty, of any single thing. Something sacred lies beneath each surface
And I am swimming in reds and liquid deeps, refraining from lingering
Here
Too long.
I am a rebel, perhaps, whom hates this body...but I seek refinement. Humility. Servitude.
The deep is nothing I can not handle.
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